Clinic Day #14

September 24, 2009 I’ve yawned and rubbed my eyes through this entire day and just finished spray n’washing a mound of laundry, so I’m going to make this update brief and go to bed.

John took Tanner to Clinic today while I stayed home and tried to get done some of the things I keep not getting to recently. She just went in to have blood drawn for Counts and we were concerned she would have to get a blood transfusion if her Hemoglobin levels had dropped any more than the previous week. They had dropped some (down to 8 from 8.5). Somewhere around 13 is normal and below 8, they will consider transfusing, but the doctor thought that since Tanner wasn’t really experiencing many symptoms (i.e. her energy level is at it’s normal uncanny level) and she was not receiving any chemo this week, she did not need one. Again, we’ll watch her to see if anything changes, but they anticipate that level to be rising.

Her neutraphil level, which is the other level they watch carefully and is indicative of her infection fighting ability, was still great, although it had dropped 1500 points to 2000 from 3500 last week. Although the normal person would have between 5-10,000, 2000 is still excellent for a kid on chemo and they were pleased.

So, barring any unforeseen drops in levels, Tanner will begin the dreaded Delayed Intensification phase of treatment next Thursday by beginning steroids, receiving an IV dose of Vincristine and getting a lumbar puncture with Methotrexate. Nothing like starting with a bang.

Thursday is also the day of the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society’s Light the Night walk to raise money to find a cure for blood cancers. Team Tanner has raised $4,925 so far, just $75 short of our $5,000 goal. But, we don’t want to stop at our goal, we want Tanner’s team to be #1. (We were #2 at the point when they gave away the Taylor Swift tickets.) Sooooo, if you haven’t donated yet, but feel moved to do so, you have 6 more days to do it. Just go to http://pages.lightthenight.org/tn/MidTN09/TeamTanner and click on donate. Tanner is planning on holing a lemonade stand in the next week so she can donate to her team as well and… as long as her counts hold up and she holds up after a day of surgery and chemo… she will be allowed to walk with us and carry the white balloon!!! All of us who are walking will carry a red balloon in support of her. At first, she didn’t want to do this walk because she was embarrassed for people to know she has cancer, but now she is excited and hopes to be able to do it. She’s really started to accept that she has cancer and to believe that people still love and support her.

Brief post… I am just not capable apparently.

Good night,
Beth

Clinic Day #12

September 7, 2009 It’s been a very nice weekend, but clinic day looms tomorrow. Tanner was not happy to hear she was going to have “sleepy milk.” She has to have a spinal with chemo injection, for which she is sedated, along with IV methotrexate and Vincristine. That is assuming, of course, that her counts are high enough to take more chemo.

It’s a lot of chemo to get at one time and I hope it doesn’t zap her energy or wreck her counts.

I’ll update tomorrow after clinic to let you know how it went.

Love,
Beth

Clinic Day

Tanner "resting" after treatment today

Tanner "resting" after treatment today

July 23, 2009 Another clinic day. Another spinal with chemo. Is it weird to say, that all things considered, it was a really good day. Tanner loves the nurses, especially Carie, her favorite. John and I love Lee, our recovery nurse who checks the roster every day to see if Tanner might be coming in so she can request her. In a strange way, it’s like seeing our cancer friends every Thursday, and today we met a new one.

John had an intern at Franklin American whose brother has T-cell ALL. He sent John a link to his Caring Bridge site and reached out to us to let us know he understood what we are going through. Today, when we were in recovery waiting for Tanner to wake up, a sedated teenaged boy was wheeled in next to her. John kept looking at him and pulled up the Website for his friends’ brother and, sure enough, it was him. Childhood cancer is a small world… thankfully.

We never got to meet Thomas; he was still under when we left, but we did meet his mother and she is amazing. Six children (that alone makes her my hero) and he is her next to youngest. They are fighters, for sure, though. A tough crew that I know will leave cancer wishing it had picked someone else.

Tanner’s counts today were pretty good. Her platelets, which for some reason were triple the normal amount last week, were down to only double normal today. Her hemoglobin was up a little bit, which helps her energy level (although it really hasn’t needed any help lately!), and her neutraphils (the big infection fighters) were down from 2200 to 1400, which is still good for a kid with leukemia. We have learned that even though her counts have been really good so far, they are still all over the place from week to week, just evidence of the power of the chemo. It’s easy sometimes to think she’s totally fine since she’s been feeling so good. I find these numbers we hold our breath over every week to be sobering; they serve as a reminder that despite the way it looks, her body is still under tremendous strain.

We are only one week from finishing Consolidation, our second phase of treatment. No surgeries or extra chemo next week; we just go in for a blood count (now, that’s what I call a break!). She’ll continue to take the 6-MP, which is an oral chemo, every day for the rest of the next week. Then if her counts are still okay, we’ll start Interim Maintenance the following Thursday. We will only have to go to clinic every 10 days for the two months of this phase, but she will get the dreaded Vincristine every visit in addition to IV injected Methotrexate. Thus far, she has only had methotrexate injected into her spinal column, so we don’t really know how this chemo will effect her when it is injected into her bloodstream.

The physical therapist is coming back tomorrow, hopefully, to go over the at-home program she has designed for us. And, next week, John and I have an appointment with a counselor that specializes in play therapy. Hopefully, she can help us and Tanner learn some constructive ways to let go of her anger. She was an angel today, of course, since we called a therapist!

Jake spends every Clinic Day with Aunt Beth. When we leave in the morning, he happily shouts, “Bye Mommy, Daddy, Tanner. Happy Day at the hospital!,” from the breakfast table. He doesn’t care in the least that we are leaving him; he is going to Aunt Beth’s house where there is a pond, geese, cats, a garden, peppers to pick, flowers to plant, and various other fascinating activities that he doesn’t have at home. Thank you, Beth, for making Thursday’s my son’s favorite day (and for folding my laundry!).

Check out Jake's wheels at Aunt Beth's house

Check out Jake's wheels at Aunt Beth's house

Hilariously enough, Tanner had a hard time going to sleep tonight. Before leukemia, Tanner never napped; if she did, she wouldn’t be able to go to bed until hours after her bedtime. Tonight, after she had come out of her room for about the 10th time after going to bed, I said to John, “Do you think being sedated during surgery is like a nap for her?” Unbelievably, we agreed that it must be. You gotta love the unstoppable nature of our girl.

Love,
Beth